Start school for 1week... my classmates all are quite nice... XDD thank God... next week starting work back at p.s...

God, thank you that for all these while... you been very nice to me all along, and i thank you for ppl who is around mi, that help when i am weak...

honey, we are back once again, shuen really make mi think about my past attitude towards you... i really wanna changed to be a better girlfriend because i love you very much... i know you are going to be very busy, but

Love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast,it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trusts, always hopes always perseveres. love never fails... 1cor 13

rmb you once wrote to mi in a letter? XDD shall be perseveres for our relationship? because honey said that you love me!

ha ha now is like 2plus le and i now in kai neng house... finish watching absolute boyfriend, heh heh so touching... den downloaded the theme song XDD happy... very touching but the ending isn't what i want, maybe because it isn't fairy tale bah... ytd exchange present with kai neng and jin hui den make our D.I.Y sushi ^.^ have a lot of small talk about how we meet and when we started to get close since sec 1... and how we celebrate Christmas past 2 years... and of couse our primary school lives... so happy chatting and mommy not yet call mi home... hopefully wont call mi to take cab home... enjoy!

today, in the after going to meet fishball and talk about her stuff and hope she is aright... next is meet honey after his church celebration... seem like so long neve chat with you ha ha... but not really long... dun noe.. hope youenjou your day and love much much... miss you many many lots

D.I.Y camp, malacca mission trip and finally Nlevel result is release... everything is over.... what needed to submit is already submitted...

THank you God for that wonderful result although still disappointed for math... many things to worry about but guess there will be a solution from God bah...

hey honey, you seem like seeing my tears past few days... i feel so sorry... you see all different side of me and yet you love me still... thank you... it been 8month plus le... somtimes i really dun want you to worry so much about me because you got so much things to handle le... no matter what i still love you more and more... you do all sort of things to make mi laugh when i'm stress... thank and love... muackks... love and miss you... anyway elene say it is a good chioce of going NS early... XDD love love whenever i'm with you i feel so so happy and wanna spent it longer but i couldn't... ><>

come to me - Jesse McCartney

i'm sorry if i been showing you this type of lousy attitude, not because i dun love you anymore but because i miss you too much... is like we did not meet for so many days... in order not to think about you, i have to be a little stronger and heartless towards you... i guess i had been depending too much on you, and such result i tend to be missing you too much over some time. i hurt you because in this way i tot i may feel better but i m no much better anyway...

about today so last min tell you about braces thing you must be very hurt... because i cant find the courage to tell you as you know i am very vain... sometime you noe i keep things to myself than to share with you although you are open towards me so please give mi more time... 4 more days to 8th month and i will be in malacca for mission trip, hope you miss mi very much ha ha... just wish that you be happy because it been 8th month and continue counting for more...

hey past few days what you been doing all these while, it like there is gap between us when we stop meeting to share and it like getting more strange... i dun believe love that last actually... but let me trust that you can do it so that i could believe that the love is true... i know sometimes i tend to doubt you in many things, forgive me because to me your past and all makes you like a play boy, i know you are not. but problem is i m lacking of security... if you could be like the song "come to me" by Jesse McCartney i will love you more than i love him... ha ha kidding... hope you could be more patient toward me... when my phone rings and i saw the caller ID is you i will start to smile without any reason, maybe you're not the only i smile for but no doubt that you're closer than anyone...

oh i m typing too much.. okay stop here... love you even when we are not in a happy state... and hope you love the surpise i prepare to give you... muackss.

D.I.Y camp just ended and next week thus is my mission trip...

YFC camp was really good, staying at Christ Church secondary... the school is big big big... bigger than my school even if it combine with pri sch... 2 people i ignore in this camp which is zach and timonty- dun know how spell... both are guys, and both are weirdo... zach the sec 2 seem like, love to come near mi and wan ting and we both think that he... not mature yet... another is I.T.E student and is 20years old, first day of camp he like saying mi... all of the campers must be in music room seated on chair, then he suddenly seat beside mi, so i was like dislike it and i ask wan ting to seat beside mi... and he say, you come church is to make friend not to choose who you going to seat with or whatsoever... was silent... but hey, is you the one who choose to seat beside mi and you are a guy, dun you feel weird seating with girl that you just know although we are in the same ministry...

well in this 3 days i learned quite alot of stuff and thing that chee hong had reminded to everyone to watch out for... the courage to share and to pray to seek God to soften those peoples' heart which we are sharing to...

play some germ games and the meaning behind it was the spread of germ is fast and we got to cure those germ in the fastest speed... in another word is that, the kingdom of God is coming, so we must share and help the non believers to come to know God yet not let Satan to destroy them...

food was good although the serving is not that much, but i could say i enjoying it... the heart to prepare to share the real meaning of Christmas, and also start to live to trust and obey in Him...

WARNING... last session that ong chee hong teach

worship is not about having good light, goods piano, must have a good singer to lead the worship time or church day very holy... nor it is going for big concert, everyone sing God praises until very emotional or very high, then when come to teaching about bible all sleep...

But Worship is about is anywhere at every time... it about keep repenting and we keep change because we believe in His name where eternal life is... the earth is a short term time but the reward from God is forever... the inheritance in heaven is the rewards that is everlasting and perfect...

let Christmas be Christmas once again as if Christmas without Christ, it nothing...

lastly, here is my prayer to God...

Dear God, thank you for allowing me to attend for this wonderful camp that i had come to learn more about you and made many new friend and skills...

It You that brings me back once again, you said we are like Your lost sheep, but You did not let us go yet You came and find us... to You I'm like flying here and there not being consistent but Lord please bring me back again... You are powerful, You hated Sin because You are too Holy, You can choose to just destroy us and create another perfect world, but you did not, yet you let Your only son Christ Jesus to save all of our sin for once and for all... i'm sorry for all the sin that i had made it and i want to Thank you and acknowledge You as God and bring the good news to everyone.

In Jesus name i pray,

Aman.

Honey, i'm sorry as i am really tired and i cant make it for next sat as i'm in mission trip... you can accompany your esmer to church and have no worries for me... and i wont be the extra one that you still have to take care of... if you are happy working then just continue it. i not sure if this is wise, but i still got to say, work for a purpose and know what you are working for... i know you are not happy with me but i have nothing much to say for now... just like 6more days to happy 8th month... and be happy...

much love and misses even in or out of the camp...

whatever the case is, you have lose you temple on me again... i know it me again that making you do that...

today went pei hwa pri... doing cca stuff St.john... wake up at 5am... Tired...

anyway this few i been angry over those stuff which i couldnt accept about ur bestfriend... but i never stop loving u since the we were tgt... even you say it just friend but i still mind cause i m ur baby... honey i want you to noe that you can have ur best friend but there must be some clear lines... you noe so i shall trust you because i love you... i was touched when i say you idiot and ur reply is,
i think no matter if i become idiot or not... i am sure i still love you de...

thank you atleast i smile before i sleep... working full at j8 on fri XDD must make more sale... anyway a little to share got 1 day i worked 11 hours and my sale only $1.95-no face sia.... ha ha ytd went to eat sakea buffet with elene and xin ying, NICE... fat le lar... honey so happy...

i am still learning to trust and have faith in you... so be patience with mi... huan rong play my feeling the hurt have recovered because honey... but the fear is still there...