i'm sorry if i been showing you this type of lousy attitude, not because i dun love you anymore but because i miss you too much... is like we did not meet for so many days... in order not to think about you, i have to be a little stronger and heartless towards you... i guess i had been depending too much on you, and such result i tend to be missing you too much over some time. i hurt you because in this way i tot i may feel better but i m no much better anyway...
about today so last min tell you about braces thing you must be very hurt... because i cant find the courage to tell you as you know i am very vain... sometime you noe i keep things to myself than to share with you although you are open towards me so please give mi more time... 4 more days to 8th month and i will be in malacca for mission trip, hope you miss mi very much ha ha... just wish that you be happy because it been 8th month and continue counting for more...
hey past few days what you been doing all these while, it like there is gap between us when we stop meeting to share and it like getting more strange... i dun believe love that last actually... but let me trust that you can do it so that i could believe that the love is true... i know sometimes i tend to doubt you in many things, forgive me because to me your past and all makes you like a play boy, i know you are not. but problem is i m lacking of security... if you could be like the song "come to me" by Jesse McCartney i will love you more than i love him... ha ha kidding... hope you could be more patient toward me... when my phone rings and i saw the caller ID is you i will start to smile without any reason, maybe you're not the only i smile for but no doubt that you're closer than anyone...
oh i m typing too much.. okay stop here... love you even when we are not in a happy state... and hope you love the surpise i prepare to give you... muackss.
