quite tired... honey Xian Xian should know why... so sudden... i am to blame... Elene going talk to me on sat... everything started from my wrong motive... but i had fallen in love... to a person who i know for few months anh who care and concern...
can any song make me fall a sleep peacefully? i feel like crying not because tat i want to let go it is because now is a difficult... no BUT then what answer she want? i just want to work for God and continue the relationship cant you just stop worrying? i know what i am going on i just hope you will understand what i trying to tell... you shock i know, i was wrong i know, but i am contented with now can you just agree with this relationship because i want him to be the last one, i know you scare that i might be hurt cause of his past but i accepted him, what had happen can just like it go? what important is i know love isn't just feeling yet is to do what is best for the another person. both of me and him is still learning... i know you want me to give him time to grow on his on toward our common God, but is it a must?
i had decided to leave cell for a purpose... and well i think it is right for me to leave for in the first i go for wrong motive. and part of it is i didn't grow...
God, will you allowed rainbow after rain? it raining in my heart now... Lord thank you but i really pray that he will be the last one, and i promise i will not get distracted and yet continue to do Your will... if i really distracted then i promise i will discuss with him...
