3days to 3rd month, 4days to oral... ha ha ha ha...
doing research on DnT trying to get an A for that XD jia you~
30more days to exam... XC that is super fast...
planning on my timetable... working for the next two days and then not working i guess... XD hopefully...
tmr have prayer meeting with wanting in the library XD ha ha... this subday going the people bible church XD ha ha...
okie i'm sorry, this few days having some fight with you... was having mood swing which is quit bad... and i didnt want it to happen, so i still do hope that my moodswing will get better... love you... and it our 3rd month soon... i believe thing will get well... after my moodswing or even now.. ha ha thank for your patience toward me..

holidays about to end

ha ha soon school reopen and homework not much had done... this holiday seen to be very fast and it going to be July le... happy or sad both are included... getting new phone soon... been working and heard a bad news maybe it happen more than half a year le but i truly see how sinful a person can be... it troubled me all day long... and elene say... welcome to the world... sounded so sad... a man without God can be so heartless... during playmax some one said I WISH ALL YOUR DREAM OR GOAL WILL COME TRUE AND YOU WILL KNOW ACTUALLY IT IS NOT ALL... and i thought so to... ha ha i'm being super random i know...

this is copy from http://www.syfc.org.sg/ite/ - singapore youth for christ

Do It Anyways
April 14th, 2009
People are often unreasonable, irrational and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and sincere, people may deceive you;
Be honest and sincere anyway.
What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight;
Create anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, will often be forgotten;
Do good anyway.
Give the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give your best anyway.
In the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.
- Mother Teresa



meeting honey after his tkd... ha ha hope he had a good time watching movie, swimming lesson and tkd... XD love you!

missing the past... primary school? no ideal why... maybe it normal... anyway tmr is ah neng birthday ha ha, so went elene's house bake cookies and cak for him... and it all chocolate so going to be super heaty, must drink lots of water!... XDDDDDDDD
must be very happy to recieve because it BEIYI doing although there is help from elene but bettter than buy from outside ma...
this few days was okie, thank God... going to work hard for N level le... XDDDDDDD
meeting ah neng below ah hui hs at 12pm so can also pass aH HUI the gife too... both thier birthday is in june... ha ha...
do research become posting blog =.= ha ha
cant wait to meet honey later... that all i gues

will rainbow appear after rain?

quite tired... honey Xian Xian should know why... so sudden... i am to blame... Elene going talk to me on sat... everything started from my wrong motive... but i had fallen in love... to a person who i know for few months anh who care and concern...


can any song make me fall a sleep peacefully? i feel like crying not because tat i want to let go it is because now is a difficult... no BUT then what answer she want? i just want to work for God and continue the relationship cant you just stop worrying? i know what i am going on i just hope you will understand what i trying to tell... you shock i know, i was wrong i know, but i am contented with now can you just agree with this relationship because i want him to be the last one, i know you scare that i might be hurt cause of his past but i accepted him, what had happen can just like it go? what important is i know love isn't just feeling yet is to do what is best for the another person. both of me and him is still learning... i know you want me to give him time to grow on his on toward our common God, but is it a must?

i had decided to leave cell for a purpose... and well i think it is right for me to leave for in the first i go for wrong motive. and part of it is i didn't grow...

God, will you allowed rainbow after rain? it raining in my heart now... Lord thank you but i really pray that he will be the last one, and i promise i will not get distracted and yet continue to do Your will... if i really distracted then i promise i will discuss with him...

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

well, no more hiding? sorry honey for ytd... didnt noe you was carrying such a heavy bag and disappointed you and all... thank God that you still have patience with me during cell study... XD d n t paper fail for sure... now everyone know about it... and i am kind of happy actually... ^.^ i am still learning on the way, please be patience with me when misunderstanding happen...

these few days was really great... XD thank God... hope it will continue and i dun mind... what should i write? i dun noe.... ha ha
not going church tml cause dad house celebrating mother early.... help carry stuff...

exam is next week... XC not really prepare but good that he and elene do help me with my studies....

God bless...

what to say???

happy and sad???

but at the end of the day what will happen? cant guess much...
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training on this friday about play max... hope as many peoples as possible... XD
then got the evok stuff must go home and check where i put.. if lose it, DIE! ha ha careless me putting somewhere then i forget where isit... sian.... hate it when i am lyk tat...

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ytd went out with xin ying verii fun... feel lyk buying stuff in body shop... ha ha...